Howdy y'all!!
So good news! My jeans still fit!! Ha ha. I hope you all had an amazing Christmas spending time with family celebrating the birth of our Savior. I did miss you all but... I got to spend Christmas and yesterday with Elder Russell M. Nelson and his amazing wife Wendy, so please forgive me if I didn't want to switch places with you. ;) Just kidding. I do miss and love you all and just wanted to make sure you all knew that. A huge thank you to everyone that sent me packages and Christmas cards, it makes me feel so awesome when I get letters and know how much love and support I have pushing me and keeping me in good spirits.
So this was a good week. On last Tuesday night we had Elder Shayne Bowen of the first quorum of the 70 come and speak to us and something his wife said really struck me, she said "Decide today to be happy." Ever since that talk and I decided to take her counsel I haven't had the normal emotional rollercoaster that I have had in the past. I finally decided that I was going to be happy and I was going to enjoy learning Spanish. I know that the Lord will fulfill His promises to me and that He will help me with the language and that I don't need to stress about it. I have started taking a closer look at everything and seeing spots where I have improved and the Lord has blessed me. I am learning that it is okay to make mistakes with the language when I speak and that I'm not going to have to stay here longer if I don't speak fluently in 6 weeks. I am learning patience and that is something that has been difficult for me- as I'm sure you all know, because I am not a patient person. I keep telling myself that its a marathon, not a sprint- but then that doesn't make me feel better because I hate running. So then I tell myself its like climbing Kilimanjaro- ha ha- even though starting out we felt like the mountain wasn't very high, we learned it was and that it really took the full 4 days to get to the top. Its the same way I felt, the first couple weeks I felt like I should know everything right now but now I'm realizing that we have 8 weeks for a reason. I just want to thank my parents right now for giving me the opportunity to do hard things so that I can handle hard things in the future, such as now.
So there is my update. The spanish is coming along- I feel like I can't speak English or Spanish now because I keep trying to spell prophets 'profets' (profetas in spanish) and I sound out words as if they are spanish, but I'm told that is a good thing so we will see. Oh! I would love if you all looked up some awesome scriptures I found this week. 1 John 4: 7,8,10,11. I'm sure you all have read them before but they are great scriptures on love. Well I hope you all have a great New Year, make lots of noise for me because I will be in bed at 10:30.
I love letters so keep them comin'!! Love you all so much!
Love,
Sister Kelsey Berg